October 31, 2013
While running on the treadmill this morning I was listening to some of the most recent conference talks. I had just listened to Elder Dykes speak about healing through the atonement, and then to Elder Holland’s masterful address on dealing with emotional and mental infirmities. I was moved by both of these talks and found myself reflecting on one of Elder Holland’s closing statements. He said,
I pondered that statement as my eyes fell on the picture we have hanging on the adjacent wall - a pastel of Jesus with children surrounding him as he holds the cherubic face of one little girl in his hands.
I was considering all those I love who have been, or will be, freed by the atonement of Christ. Then, as if planted in my mind, the thought came clear and sweet - “I wonder if mom has seen Jesus.” Then, out of no where, came the thought - “I wonder if she has bathed His feet with her tears.” As soon as that last thought caught hold in my mind I had a brief glimpse of my mother, freed from the crumpled mortal body she left behind, kneeling at His feet, weeping for joy. Concurrently a very deep emotion welled up with in me and I could not continue on the treadmill. I quickly hit the stop button and left the still moving belt as the emotion turned to deep sobbing. I fell to me knees and began to pray, thanking God for His tender mercy in allowing me to feel His love in such a personal and comforting way. I thanked him for this confirming testimony of the reality of paradise, and the clear witness that my mother was there in the presence of the Savior.
Each time I thought of it, that day and since, a powerful warmth has filled me, assuring me that the experience was real and from God. I don’t know why the Lord has blessed me so but I am so grateful for His love and compassion.
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